I can't lie, I am struggling at the moment. I am not feeling sorry for myself because I just don't have the energy for it. All I want to do is sleep, sleep and actually feel like I have slept. Instead of sleeping 12 hours and still feeling like I haven't slept.
My joint pain is up through the roof. Nothing is making a dent in it and I have quite a pharmaceutical arsenal to choose from. My hands are stiff and sore all day everyday. Typing is becoming more and more difficult. I am at a loss of what I can do. I generally feel so awful all I want to do is hide and never emerge from under the covers until the pain has gone.
I am too sick to pretend everything is ok like I normally do.
I keep pretending to everyone that I am feeling better than I was the day before. I'm not I am just getting a little more used to feeling this crappy for days on end.
As typing is currently causing me too much pain, this will be my blog post this week.